Two Weeks of Integrating
My 10 sessions are over and I’m into the second week of integrating all that my brain experienced. I’m still feeling really good. Clear headed, grounded, safe, calm and very happy. Sounds too good to be true doesn’t it? But it’s all true and NO, THEY AREN’T PAYING ME TO SAY THESE THINGS. That’s for you non-trusting souls who don’t believe life can be like this.
I’ve wondered if a crisis came along how my mind would handle it. If I’d go into fear mode and resort back to old ways of dealing with the stress. I had an opportunity yesterday to find out.
I had a pretty tough phone call with some pretty bad news and instead of freaking out, I continued to feel calm inside and still do today. I hear my mind thinking that there’s always options and answers we don’t see are right around the corner and I’ve literally stayed out of fear and in trust.
Again, the biggest “complaint” I have is that I have to watch this happiness level. I’m happy all the time. Happy to see people. Happy to shop in crowds of people. Happy to wake up in the morning. Happy to see snow and I could care less if it’s cold. It all makes me happy!!!! Gratitude just pours out of me.
I’m really looking forward to seeing all the shoppers tomorrow at the Cottage so I better get a good nights’ sleep.
Thanks for checking the blogs. It’s been fun to share this experience with you.