I Remember Now with Pastor Tim Tengblad

Eight years ago at one of our Aurapalooza’s, I was in the kitchen putting out more food for our guests and a very tall, nice looking gentlemen walked towards me with a gentle smile and extended his hand. He introduced himself, Tim Tengblad, a Lutheran Pastor. He said he had read one of my books and wanted to learn more about spirituality so that he could bring it to his congregation. I was speechless for a second while I gathered my wits about me. A Lutheran Pastor? Here at my teaching Center? He wants what? My head was spinning with questions. Is he serious? Is this a joke?

He didn’t look like he was joking. He looked quite authentic. I have no idea what I said back to him, I was so nervous. This was the second time in my life that a Lutheran pastor had approached me about spirituality and that relationship turned out to be wonderful so I told myself to relax. He asked if we could meet for coffee and I said of course, even though the thought of it scared the heck out of me. I walked around in a daze for the rest of the day. I knew something important was happening here and I couldn’t imagine what it could be.

About a week later we had our first coffee date and I was on pins and needles. I was raised to revere the clergy. They were honorable men who were close to God and we need to be respectful of their station in life. In a way, I felt like I was tripping over myself for fear of saying something wrong or being inappropriate in some way. There had to be some old beliefs inside because I’m not usually inappropriate with people. I definitely needed him to take the lead because I didn’t know how to start out the conversation with a Pastor. One by one, all these mis-conceptions were addressed and I started to think of him as a person rather than God’s first Sergeant . A psychic and a pastor having coffee seemed like a very odd twosome to me, but I soon found out it was exactly what both of us needed.

We began meeting every couple of weeks and slowly I brought up different topics. Reincarnation was a big one that Tim was interested in. He was also interested in healing, different levels of our souls and life after death. Before I knew it, we were chatting like two old, very old souls catching up with each other. We jumped from topic to topic, so excited to hear what each other believed. I met his spirit guides and started channeling information to him. We had so much fun sharing our thoughts and beliefs.

I think it was on our third coffee date that Jesus appeared to me and asked if I would give “Paul” a message for him. Turns out, he and Jesus went to school together and were very close friends. Tim’s name in that life was Paul and mine was Ruth. Jesus channeled such a wonderful message to him and it left both of us in awe of what we had learned about ourselves that day.

Tim and I have met several times over the last several years and it’s been incredibly healing and inspiring for both of us. He’s been a great source of information for me regarding Christianity and the Bible and I’ve been a source of information for him about spiritual matters. About two weeks ago in meditation, I heard that it’s time for Pastor Tim, who is now retired, to have a column in my website where he can share his thoughts on spirituality and religion and also answer questions that you have about them. My hope is to bring them live through a podcast someday.

There is a series of books that Tim and I both love written by author Gina Lake. Her books are channelings that she has with Jesus. They really resonate with my soul. We particularly love What Jesus Wants You to Know Today.

I’m going to start it out with the first question I asked him eight years ago. What makes you interested in spirituality coming from a strong religious background?



I Remember Now ~ What Keeps Me Going These Days ~ Pastor Tim Tengblad Post 9

By Tim / December 22, 2021

                                      So often I feel overwhelmed now. What keeps you going these days? I’m often right with you my friend! Actually the answers can be found within that feeling of being overwhelmed. What? What Eggnog are you smoking this Christmas Pastor Tim?  Let me try and explain. First let me list what overwhelms ME these days. Something tells me we’ll find some common ground! 1. I’m tired of this pandemic we’re in. I’m having covidular overload. 2. I’m struggling with my frustrations…


I Remember Now – Crossed Up: Christianity’s Central Symbol ~ Tim Tengblad – Post 8

By Tim / December 7, 2021

How do you understand the Cross and Jesus’ crucifixion? I’ve always had trouble with the belief that God had to kill his own Son in order for God to accept me. Now we’re getting to the heart of what the message of the religion of Christianity came to be. To begin with, we need to briefly put the crucifixion of Jesus in historical context. For centuries before the birth of Jesus, humans sacrificed animals to the gods. The belief was the gods were angry over human behavior and something needed to be sacrificed to them in order to satisfy their…


I Remember Now ~ But didn’t Jesus talk about believing in him? -Tim Tengblad-Post 7

By Tim / December 3, 2021

                                        But didn’t Jesus talk about believing IN HIM in the New Testament? Thanks so much for asking this question. Yes, in the Gospels of the New Testament Jesus did talk about believing in him. Early on, Orthodox or traditional Christianity came to profess that you need to believe the right things about Jesus to be “saved” and to get into heaven. More on this later! For now it’s vital that we realize that “believe in me” is what the ENGLISH…


I Remember Now ~ How Did Christianity Come to Deviate From Jeshua’s Message ~ Post 6

By Tim / December 1, 2021

                         Could you say more about how Christianity came to differ from the message of Jesus? Jesus’ message of everyone and everything living from their natural Oneness with the One (God, the Divine) was quickly distorted. The Gospels of the New Testament (Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John) were written 30 – 70 years after his crucifixion. Much can happen in that time, along with what scholars believe are later additions to the text. Generally speaking, any statements attributed to Jesus in the Gospels that are exclusionary or that are judgemental…


I Remember Now – Religions of the world and Oneness. Really? – Tim Tengblad – Post 5

By Tim / November 2, 2021

You write about Oneness and I love it. But how can there ever be Oneness with so many religions in the world? Thank you for this important question! It’s ironic that the religious traditions of the world have created so much division. I say ironic because the word religion actually comes from two Latin words, Re and Ligios, which means to bind or connect. Ligios is the root of our English word ligament. What do ligaments do? They connect everything around them and cause muscles, tissue, etc. to function as one unit. Religion literally lives up to its name when it…


I Remember Now – Living From Love – Tim Tengblad – Post 4

By Tim / October 31, 2021

I recently received a mailing about a church that is a faith community focused specifically on those experiencing homelessness. They not only provide shelter, but also meals, and bring their mobile “shower trailer” out into the streets of their community to provide the much needed dignity of a shower. They described their work as helping people “discover the love of Jesus.” First of all, I’m sure we’d all say “good for them!” It’s awesome what they and countless other faith communities are doing for so many in great need. However, I’d like to pick up on that phrase “the love…


I Remember Now – You Are Love – Pastor Tim Tengblad – Post 3

By Tim / October 13, 2021

I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping… I don’t know why nobody told you, how to unfold your love… I don’t know how someone controlled you I don’t know how you were diverted, you were perverted too I don’t know how you were inverted, no one alerted you.     I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping While my guitar gently weeps While My Guitar Gently Weeps, George Harrison   In the last article of “I Remember Now” I wrote that the essence of Jesus’ message was to know and live from…


I Remember Now ~ What was the message of Jeshua (Jesus) vs. Christianity? Tim Tengblad Post 2

By Tim / September 27, 2021

So what was Jeshua’s message and how does it compare to the message of Christianity? Imagine two fish (George and Emma) are swimming in the ocean. George swims up to Emma. George says, “My friends are telling me about this thing called water. They say I should believe the right things about it. But I don’t know if I even believe in it.” Emma responds with a calm, loving look in her eyes, “George you’re in it. It’s all around you and within you. You’re One with it. We all are. You ARE it. You can’t not be!” The Christian…


I Remember Now ~My Story ~ Tim Tengblad Post 1

By Tim / September 15, 2021

Well I left my happy home, to see what I could find out. I left my folk and friends, with the aim to clear my mind out. Well I hit the rowdy road, and many kinds I met there. And many stories told me on the way to get there.  On The Road To Find Out.   Cat Stevens   Hi everyone! I am so excited to have a connection with you through this ongoing column I’m entitling, “I Remember Now.” Here we will be discussing what happens with the soul when it comes to the intersection of religion and…