Are You Thinking of Committing Suicide?
Are You Thinking of Committing Suicide?
If you’ve ever watched the Ellen DeGeneres show, you know who Twitch is. He was the smiling DJ. He gave off such a happy glow all the time and that’s pretty common for people who are seriously depressed. We get tired of people telling us to get over it or be grateful for what we have. The feelings of depression are awful and they suck big time.
Most of you know me as pretty cheerful person and it might be hard to imagine I suffered with depression through most of my life. I contemplated suicide many times but my inner voice would always scream NO whenever I was planning how to do it without causing a lot of stress for my family. What a stupid thought! I don’t think I’ve ever heard of a family NOT stressed after one of their own commits suicide.
Fortunately for me, I found the right medication at age thirty-five and slowly left depression in my rear view mirror. Hopelessness and despair are the two worst feelings EVER. But this is actually not the focus of this blog!!!
The focus is this new energy that came in around the same time of mid-terms elections. I do meditations at the end of all of my classes and since October, the folks that channel these meditations to me, Jesus, the Pleadians and Angels are all so positive. Finally that awful energy we were living in since the beginning of the pandemic has lifted. Yes I know the corona, flu and rvs are all roaming the earth plane right now, but there’s a whole new energy that will help us maneuver our way through this. (Tip:listen to your inner voice).
I’m hoping many of you are feeling this inspirational energy. I want to journey back three years ago when the pandemic hit. It still amazes me that the entire planet went through such a dark, hopeless and scary time. We lost jobs, businesses, relationships ended. Many people died. We were dealing with constant politics. The media was in a frenzy reporting as much bad news as possible.
The purpose of the pandemic was to put this entire planet on HOLD. We needed a pause. Most were living on automatic pilot. We woke up, did our same routine everyday, went to bed and repeated it, day after day. We were forced to take inventory of our lives. Were we happy? Did we like what we were doing? We got reacquainted with our families. Yes, it was tough, but we made it through it and yes, even the people that passed away. They had a new beginning also. We learned about ourselves and that was the purpose. To take a pause and take an inventory of where we were at. Many of the old ways of doing things changed for the better.
We came through it and now we have new energy to help us create the lives we want.
I know that sounds so airy fairy, but it’s true. This new energy is here to help us be the people we want to be. There is more angelic help available to us which is so nice. Jesus said in a recent meditation that he is feeling so happy for the people here on Earth because that heavy energy has moved on and we can look to the future with hope.
There is ONE piece that needs to take place and that my friend is your attitude. I know the majority of people don’t believe that their thoughts are powerful enough to create their reality. They believe their fate is in the hands of a fickle diety and there’s nothing I can say to you other than this. Would you please, for one month, pay close attention to your thoughts. Are they negative? Do you always expect the other shoe to drop? Do you live in constant fear of what’s next? Or do you wake up each day completely excited about what the day may bring? Do you have goals of being happy, prosperous in all areas of your life and feeling blessed?
I’m asking you to please pay attention to your thoughts and see what life they are creating for you. This new energy is about finding solutions. Expecting happiness. Putting the negative stuff in your rear view mirror.
My final word about suicide is this. I have seen many souls on the other side who have committed suicide. They all have one thing in common. REGRET. Most of them just wanted a break from whatever they were going through and it didn’t occur to them that death is forever. They can’t come back to their body after a six month break and that is where their regret is. So if you are contemplating ending your life, please give this some thought.
Seems strange saying Happy Holidays after saying that about suicide………………but like all of us say, IT IS WHAT IT IS.
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah and Happy Kwanza.