A Christmas Meditation
I need to share this experience with people. I haven’t blogged lately because my thoughts are so random and all over the place.
It’s a week from Christmas and I’ve had no desire to shop or think of presents. I gave up credit cards back in 1985 so Christmas is always a little testy when it comes to pay the bills or buy presents kind of thing. The weather has been ugly. Gray skies and brown grass and that doesn’t help this old Minnesotan to get into the Christmas spirit.
Before I share the meditation experience with you, I want to give you a bit more info on what’s been going on lately. I’ve been getting requests for healings again and that hasn’t happened for awhile. I stopped seeing clients for healing work a few years ago and have been concentrating more on teaching people about their psi abilities. Whenever I think about doing healing work, I always think of Jesus because he was my main teacher. His spirit came into my office many times over the years and he would teach me healing. Those were always very special times and I’ve missed that.
Last night I did a guided meditation that’s open to the public and it still brings tears to my eyes this morning. Two or three times yesterday I asked God to please speak through me for the meditation because I didn’t want my scroogy energy to come through. I wanted it to be very special for people because it’s the end of the year and the last public meditation I’m going to do until Spring.
Usuallyl during the day of a meditation I get some kind of vision of where the meditation is going to go, but yesterday I had no clue where it was going. I lit the candle up at the podium, turned on the music, closed my eyes and said silently, okay God, we’re here. please speak through me.
I did the usual opening of having everyone clear their body, mind and soul and channeled the importance of healing our soul. That sometimes the sadness we feel this time of year is memory’s in our soul of past life holidays.
And then into the sanctuary came the spirit of Jesus. He walked down the center aisle of the church and I almost started to cry. He always walks with such a calm confidence and it’s not only calming to everyone around him, but you can feel this powerful energy that he has gotten so comfortable being.
He turned to the crowd of people and raised up his arms and said that he wanted to send healing to his brothers and sisters and when he raised his arms up, I saw this beautiful glimmery gold energy coming out of his hands, his whole being and it literally went to everyone in the room. It wrapped around them like a big snuggly blanket. I watched him look at each person individually and send healing to parts of their body, mind and soul that needed it. It was sooooooooooo powerful and I was praying that they each could feel the experience that was happening to them.
Then he talked about the electrical year that we’re coming into. That we’ve been talking about making changes for years with little action to back it up and that now in 2012, the changes we’ve been praying for are actually going to take place. That the energy coming in 2012 will support those things that we have wanted in our lives. He told everyone to visualize little clay pots filled with dirt and to plant the seeds of their desires inside. He also told them to plant seeds of relationships they want to heal, of their finances to heal, of health challenges to heal. Of negative beliefs they carry about themselves. He told them to send the golden healing energy to people in their lives that were a challenge. To heal the challenges so that they could move forward. He told them to send healing to everyone that they carry on their shoulders. The people in their life that they worry about. Just before he finished he told them to send healing to their loved ones on the other side because they might need healing also.
Then he walked over to everyone of them and ran his fingers across their foreheads. He said to let go of the worry they carry. That it was doing no good.
When he finished the healing session, he said that now comes the part where they TRUST that their prayers will be answered and that God truly is working in their lives. At that point, it took everything in me not to just sit down and cry with the other people that were crying.
His words were so tender. So gentle and so powerful.
Everytime I’ve seen this man he is nothing but pure unconditional love and it’s an amazing gift in itself just to be in his presence.
When I got home there were very nice emails from people who attended the meditation thanking me for such an incredible experience and all I can say today is that I’m just as thankful as they are.
I woke up happy, optimistic, looking forward to the new year and yes, even looking forward to Christmas.
One of the women asked me afterwards what Jesus looks like. There was an artist named Bette Myers that had a near death experience and saw Jesus. He told her it wasn’t her time to go over to the other side so she came back and painted his portrait. You can google Bette Myers and see her rendition of him. It’s the closest likeness I’ve ever seen of him.
If you’re having a tough time right now, sit down, close your eyes and visualize Jesus surrounding you in golden healing light all over your body as if he’s wrapping you in a big blanket of golden healing energy. Do the things suggested in this blog and see if you don’t feel better.
Talk to you in the new year if not before.
ps. When I came out of the grocery store last night, it was snowing.